Darling won’t you forgive me? I’m just looking for a little bit of love in this heartbreak city. Darling won’t you forgive me? I’m looking for a little bit of love but she doesn’t even know I exist. All I wanted was to be your love, but now you’ve left and I can not fill the void.
There’s nothing worse than those dreams that give you everything you desire. Throw you into that joy, that happiness. So vivid those dreams, you believe those excruciatingly magical moments to be the truth. So piercing the sunlight then, as it stabs through the shutters into your eyes. You wake to an ache so harrowingly heartbreaking that even the bright sun is not bright enough to stir the darkness from your mind. These are true nightmares.
You’re fucking perfect to me.
My daydreams are becoming more vivid, my vision so easily blurring. Can’t I disappear into the imagination I know so well? I seem so happy there.
I’m about done with life right about now. This shit is stupid.
You said you needed time, too bad my watch is broken.
There are some days I spend the morning making weird faces at myself in the mirror.
Pink - Time Bomb
This is one of those nights that I can feel my heart breaking.
I can already tell todays going to be a rough day.
Yahoo Canada being awesome with trans* pronouns and names.
The Twin and I skyping.
Gamin: a street urchin Guttersnipe: the derogatory version
So I’m in Montreal right now, sitting in a tiny apartment were staying in for three days. We moved my twin into her residence and left her. She’s at a dinner with all the new kids. It’s been about an hour and feels like forever. I want to go back and just cling onto her back and live there. I’ve been checking my phone every thirty seconds to make sure I haven’t missed a text (I haven’t).
WHY DOES MY TWIN HAVE TO BE A SMARTY PANTS
I’m so excruciatingly stressed right now that I keep randomly bursting into tears. There aren’t enough hours in the week for all the shit I have to do for school and working, let alone enough time to deal with mental illnesses that are crippling.